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Most people would be ecstatic to learn that they got in to their dream school… So why is it that my reaction to getting accepted to the grad school program I once thought would be perfect for me was to almost get an anxiety attack and start crying?? I believe the first word out of my mouth was “fuck.”

After getting in to another school and deciding I hated that school, I made the decision to just go work for a few years. It felt like a huge weight was lifted off of me. I don’t think I ever wanted to go to grad school in the first place, but everyone makes me feel like I should. And now if I decline admission here then am I burning my bridges? And I have three days to decide. Aaaahhhh!

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